Hey there folks. Dred here with some news for ya all. As some of you may have noticed, I have begun uploading new artwork. Well, kinda new..actually these are pieces from about a year to a year and a half ago. Some are in scraps, and some are in the main set. This may be the revival I've been waiting for, and it all came over being sick this weekend @_@ For those of you who don't know, I don't get sick often. But when it hits, it hits hard DX So here's to a new season of brand new artwork..just as soon as I remember how to draw again

Till the next~ Dred Lily ^w^V

Alright folks, time to just come out and say it. I feel boxed up, lone, and it's driving me nuts @_@ I come home, go to sleep after a few hours, get up later, go to work, and repeat this almost every day each week. And total, I usually only see the same 9 or so people between both places. My friends are busy with school or day jobs, and I can't see them because of this. Usually I'm stuck with myself, and I'm not sure what to do with that time anymore..

I guess I wish I could be snuggled close and love again like before, and that there was someone who greeted me each day and ask me how my day ways and would talk to me and sincerely care about me..maybe call it selfish, but I don't care..I want to feel someones touch..

Hey everyone. Dred here with an update. Having been working now for a solid 5 or 6 weeks now, I've come to this conclusion: working nights will screw up your sleep patterns indefinitely X_X

Now, I've been chatting online with friends when I can, since I'm off during the mornings and such. However, my body has chosen that instead of waiting till around 2 in the afternoon to rest for a while before getting back up for work, it passes out the moment I lay own on my bed, even if it's not meant to be done for the intentions of sleep just yet. >_>

For example, this past evening I was chatting with some friends I hadn't had the time to in a while, and told them I'd be right back..this was around 10:30pm EST or so last night. I go back to my room to lay down for who knows why (I've lost recollections of things like that it seems x-x), and ended up waking back up about a half hour ago, to my dismay and anger since everyone had already left by then ><.

So now I'm trying to find ways so that I can:

*Stay up for a decent amount in the mornings till I have to get some required rest for work in the evenings.

*Stay fully alter and awake between 10pm and 7am additionally for work reasons.

*And finally, keep self from falling asleep so easily because it takes up time I could use to hang out online at least with others. Otherwise..it only makes the fact more apparent that while I may be doing the smart thing by working a good paying job for the time being, I'm giving up in it's place the ability to hang out with friends and have much of a social life..which is not good in the least x-x I'm not wanting Cabin fever..

So, if anyone here has some suggestion on how to quell this problem and keep me alert, please post x-x For now, I'm gonna see if showering will keep me better awake.

~Ja ^w^V

Well folks, summer is winding down and many friends make their way back to school. I myself now have a job to go to, late at night even X3;; The pay's good but the hours are shitty when your body won't decided if it needs 8 or 18 hours of sleep -_- So while I type this, know I may not be on the nets much more these evenings as I once used to be. Also, though I may have the mornings free...alas, most will be up and in school, unable to chat -_-;;;

I have to be honest: I haven't drawn anything new or written any prose since maybe three months ago at the latest. I've just been so fluck with work and blocks of both kinds that I haven't had time for any creative workings. That and my folks don't seem to wanna leave me be to do my own thing. Sometimes I wonder if I'd be better living on my own again..but then I look at the costs for the area..I'm not made of money T_T

So today I'm suppose to screw together a deck, get some things ready for a party this weekend I won't even be going to, and somehow get myself put in order with sleep hours x-x

As for this past weekend, not too bad with getting to hang out with friends, but sucked because I couldn't stay to spend the night cause I had work -_- And then Sunday I spent most of it sleeping in bed. As opposed to maybe sleeping on the floor <_<

I think that's about it now..till then, latta latta ;;^w^V

Well folks it;s getting closer to the convention of Otakus and it also rings in the ending weeks of the summer. I'm hoping to bring some more updates soon, but none too sure just yet. I'm not gonna make any promises, but let's see where the next month takes me, and hopefully what inspiration I can get as well. I'll be popping in more often around here, so be sure to check me out :3 Till next time~ Dred Lily ^W^V